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[30 Dec 2005|09:35am] |
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i went to work yesterday and was there an hour when i had to go to the bathroom.
bleeding. omg. i tell kelly and she tells me to go.
spent 7 hours in the ER. most of it waiting. they did an ultrasound and pelvic exam. everything looks fine, including bloodwork. i am rh-. which is rare and requires me to get a shot so that my body doesn't eat my baby.
i am 9 weeks and 2 days. due date of august 1st
i saw my baby. heard it's heartbeat. i was crying. matthew and my mom were crying too. it was overwhelming. it still is.
but...
we are not in the clear. i am "walking the line" and have a threatened miscarriage looming. have to be on bedrest through the weekend.
please pray for me and this baby. i am already attached and scared as hell.
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| do you wake up and lie there... |
[17 Oct 2005|07:01pm] |
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nada surf was fucking amazing. never seen them so good. i had a dream about daniel last night that was very weird but very simple.
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[29 Jul 2005|04:44pm] |
kol were fanfuckingtastic.
the library is closing. so i will just say that for now.
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| i'm sitting here waiting for birds to sing |
[21 Jul 2005|04:54pm] |
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walgreens called and said to come in any time today before 9. i went, talked with the manager for like 5 minutes before he offered me a job at the cosmetics counter. i remember working a summer job at drug emporium doing the same thing. i loved it.
the pay sucks but will increase after 30 days to more than i was making at kohl's and it's better than nothing.
i feel good. i just want it to last this time.
oh, and britney spears' perfume is divine. i want a bottle NOW!
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[16 Jul 2005|02:44pm] |
block party. doughty. ben lee.
HELL YES! great night. that is until we ran for what we thought was the last bus going into edina and the driver was a complete fucktard.
yay for public transportation.
malachi constant at big v's tonight. i should really stop going out so much but it's too much fun.
weeeeeeeeeeeee!
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| grrr |
[09 Jul 2005|02:34pm] |
so now richard isn't sure about tonight and i really want to go out.
kristi suggested a spontaneous road trip to duluth for some festival but i have never met her and would feel awkward.
not saying she's scary but...
she called me creepy! heh.
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| rock and roll high school |
[08 Jul 2005|03:37pm] |
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going to see alva star at the t-rock on saturday with richard.
then over to the turf for olympic hopefuls.
john hermanson (produced FLT's first full length) is a busy man that night and johnny recommended i see him in action outside of the hopefuls so why not do both? i can swing it.
i like the melismatics but not enough where i'd feel i was missing out if i missed a show.
i hope dick keeps the slut jokes to a minimum this time. i would hate to beat up someone smaller than myself.
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[07 Jul 2005|02:23pm] |
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saturday, i curse thee!
1. action vs action at the world pub where i will finally meet lisa, my siamese twin.
2. melismatics and alva star at the triple rock.
3. olympic hopefuls at the turf club where i am guaranteed to see heath (super coolest dude on the this godforsaken planet.) and maybe johnny, ciaran, kristi or any other cool cats.
lisa can always go to the aquatennial with me next friday to see doughty, and shut up. i am going, drama or no drama. matthew's lil sister wants to see some country band so i would go anyways.
she sat on my dog last night. i heard her yelp, and now this morning her eye was all fucked up and she wouldn't keep it open. the pupil is extremely small and hazy. if it's not better by the end of the weekend, i am taking her in.
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[02 Jul 2005|02:27am] |
friends like these rocked the fuck out of me and ciaran stuck his finger in my ear. i'm tired.
i also cut my hair. i loved it at first but now i hate it. grrr.
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[01 Jul 2005|12:06pm] |
someone has been breaking into my parents house late at night to sleep in the back room.
CREEPY!
friends like these rock once again. turf club. going, going...whoo!
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| the words were voted out |
[30 Jun 2005|01:10pm] |
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i have nothing to say lately.
i guess i am bored with my own drama. ha!
interview tomorrow morning and then my dad is picking me up to hang out with him and my mom in north st. paul, watching cars.
better than sitting at home, bored and lonely.
oh! some crazy dude is running around with a shotgun about 10 blocks from the house. or he was this morning. they evacuated the area. hopefully they have it under control.
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| homebase is the bathroom |
[27 Jun 2005|01:32pm] |
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matthew's aunt told tianna to get a life when she asked to use the bathroom.
she's 3. it had been the 4th time she asked in like an hour but she's fucking 3!!!!
incidentally, this woman is unable to have kids. good fucking deal.
this was also at his sisters grad party that we were intially not welcome to be at until she told them to kiss off.
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[18 Jun 2005|02:28pm] |
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there has been this tightness on the left side of my chest for about a week and a half now. it goes into my neck and down my arm. my fingers tingle. it's very uncomfortable.
maybe i should go see the doctor...
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| i won't take the fall |
[13 Jun 2005|01:55pm] |
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D4-noble stabbings |
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i had a dream that baihla died last night. she's acting weird and sleepy today.
*cries*
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| it's a holiday |
[11 Jun 2005|02:54pm] |
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going to the uptown with richard to see the hopefuls. i have a case of premium at home just waiting for me.
word.
i hope johnny shows up. he wrote me today and it made me miss him. i wish we could hang out but he seems overwhelmed. it's ok. i still adore him.
oh, i can't wait to talk to you on the phone, silke!!!!
yay!
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[09 Jun 2005|02:06pm] |
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matthew's sister graduates tonight. they're holding the ceremony at the northrup.
fancy bastards. edina goes all out.
clair de lune is at the entry and i was asked to go but matthew's dad flipped when he picked me up on monday so if kristi can give me a ride, it's all good. otherwise, i will have to miss justin in his undies.
darn. we all know i like adam anyways. kristi asked if i wanted her to talk to him for me. they're pals, i guess.
yeah, that would make me look really cool! heh.
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[08 Jun 2005|02:17pm] |
blake and his girlfriend are getting married. she's pregnant and she is moving in with him.
i need to talk to my brother but he isn't calling me back. i think living with him would be the best option for me. definately.
i wish my federal return would show up. it shouldn't take a month. especially when i had it directly deposited.
grrr.
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[07 Jun 2005|03:56pm] |
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best fucking show ever.
i swear i saw har mar standing by the bar.
i did see graham standing by the staircase.
i managed to get a pretty good view and was right up front for the last few songs.
i wanted to lick the sweat from craig's brow. he rapped during POS. it was the shit.
he is officially the best frontman ever. word.
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